Because in every me, there's always you.

Those were the mom ents, love

Monday, July 27, 2009 1:58 AM

its been a while since i update this blog of mine .

i juz have lotss to talk about but i'll juz make certain things short and simple .

i juz hate this kind of feeling .

or am i juz being paranoid over all this stuffs .

for me friends have been away from me .

i know they are busy wif school but some people juz changes fast .

as i've said maybe i'm being paranoid wif all this things but some people do change .

maybe for some they dun think they change but for me they change .

all i can say is you're not the person that i first use to know .

ever since i'm not schooling now , things have change fast .

i juz dunno whats happening to ur life or what's going on .

i dun wish to mention any names so that it won't cause any misunderstandings to any of my friends .

if some asked,maybe i'll tell maybe i'll not .

so i guess each one of us is leading our own life .

and i'll not be interferring in ur life anymore .

i won't contact you no more .

dun worry .

i know you'll be happy wif all ur friends around .

i'll juz forget everything about you .

and i wish you all the happiness .

and another advice for you,dun bottle up ur problems .

find someone that you can trust and pour it to her/him .

you'll feel better that way .

though i still worry for you, but for me,you dun need me anymore .

take care always .

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 9:01 PM

well here i am again .

been missing a lot of stuffs lately .

some knew what happened but some dunno .

many things had happened lately .

so couldn't join the gfs outing .

sorry girls .

i got my own reasons on that week .

cleared everything to my parents and i'm glad that its all over .

they told me a lot of advices but nevertheless,i did some reflections on my own also.

they talked quite alot of stuffs which includes relationship also .

hais .

not now for me to think about all those .

the reason that they were talking was because that they did confiscate my phone for 1 week plus and they did read my past msges wig him .

so they told me not to go beyond all this and the worse thing is to not contact him again?

like wth!

but told them that i will contact once a while which i hope i could seriously do it .

hais .

and i dunno if i could continue on this academic studies .

if once again this does not work,i'll think about other choices i guess .

and dis past few weeks,i've not been going anyway at all .

only wif my mum .

so i think this problem of mine had subside,i'll go out wif you people .

and i've been missing a lot of people lahh!

esp my girlfriends!:)