school's out .
and i dunno what to do at home .
going out?
none of my frens is into the holidays yet .
problems?
not yet settled .
hais .
i changed?
seriously for me i did not .
i dunno what made you say i changed .
automatically i broke down when i read ur entry saying that i changed .
maybe to you i changed .
but the way i' am i did not .
i'm still the old me .
hais .
i dunno .
if you think i changed,i'll be myself again .
you said you could forgive not forget?
okay .
its up to you .
maybe i'm too busy wif school and had no time meeting you guys .
but that does not mean i changed .
for me when i had school,i won't go anywhere after i finish school .
i won't stay in school except if there's any extra lesson .
by the time i finished school,i'll be SUPER SHAGGED .
everyday wake up at 5 in the morning and leaving home at 6.20 in the morning makes me SUPER TIRED!
and ending school at 6 for three days,another at 5.30 . the earliest that i could go is 5 .
only thing was when ,2 weeks before exams was coming we only had a day or two which is to go home early .
the rest was all normal timetable .
yes others could do it but why not me?
do they start lesson everyday at 8 and end at late evening?
some yes,some don't .
hais .
i dunno what will happen next .
if you still can't forget what i've done then talk to me when you're really over that incident .
all i can say is i'm truly sorry over what happened that day .