like wth lah!
update two post juz now .
one is gone already!
shit lahh!
but i dun care .
i'm gonna update another one now .
seems that everyone of my closests is having their own friendship problems .
whats happening nowadays?
having misunderstandings wif our besties turned our friendship into a sour situation .
i dun get it .
why do we tend to have a lot of misunderstandings?
and i never before had any misunderstanding wif her before .
it only happened yestersday .
everything happend in a flash .
tried to explain to you but you didn't want to listen .
i was guilty yes .
i wanted you to listen to my explanation but you didn't want to listen .
i was devastated .
thought that you were the one who understands me .
but you didn't want to reply to my msgs and calls .
you were always the one for me when i was feeling very down .
you were always the one that came to my mind when i was feeling down .
you know how i felt .
tons of advices you gave me but now you dun tend to listen to what i want to tell you .
i knew you had a lot of problems .
i mean who don't .?
i wanted to tell you everything but you did not gave me a chance .
i told you the truth of who i was talking about .
yet you tend to misunderstand me .
had sleepless night yesterdae .
i could not help but keep blaming myself over what happen .
if i did not wrote about the person ,they won't be any misunderstanding between us .
i can only blame myself .
I'M SORRY ELLY !
I DUN HATE OR BLAME ANYONE BUT ONLY MYSELF!
i'm feeling down now .
please understand me can ?