cleared the air wif gyler .told her the whole truth which i had been keeping from her. and thought that she will be angry wif me but it turned out that she didn't .gosh!i was super shocked lahh . and while i was talking to her online,tears came dropping down when i told her what happend . i didn't know why tears keep dropping whenever i told anyone what happened . i dun tell anyhow . only told some of my closests buddies .they kept advicing me to be strong and have patience . yes i will try . i could only told them that . but i didn't know if i could do it a not . and juz now had a small tiff wif mother over a stupid misunderstanding also . as usual, people dun give me a chance to explain what happend and ending up accusing me . am i always in the wrong ? ita told me to give her sometime to cool down . which i think i will give her . maybe due to stress she tends to burst up . i dun blame her anw . i know what she's going through . sometimes i think people won't think what they say esp when they are not in the mood or whenever they are under pressure . mostly it happens to a lot of people . though i do not know what problems you're having, i dun mind that you will blurt it out to me or vent ur frustrations on me . sometimes elly, i tend to think back how i met you and how we became closer which is from strangers to besties . i dun regret knowing you though . for me you're the one who keeps lending me ur ear whenever i needed one . you would uphold justice when you know that i'm not in the wrong . i'm glad that i knew you and through all the miscommunications and misunderstandings that had been through, i dun regret building this friendship of ours . i hope after this you'll cool down and i really hope you'll forgive me wif all the misunderstandings . and to wrapped it up this giler gerl of nur safita wants me to praise her by saying she's PRETTY AND SWEET! . happy now giler ? ahaha . :) and giler thanks for cheering me up !:)