Those were the mom ents, love
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
4:25 PM
before leaving bali .
3 out of 4 .
all thanks to khairul,i was shot candidly !
we cousins wif uncle johnny the driver . 
me wif shades . :) 
at changi airport.before we board the plane . 
my auntie and her husband . 
my beloved brother . 
after a day of sea sports .
my brother being captured . :) 
the first day that we arrived . captured by the seaview . 
my beloved parents near the volcano eruption . 
style isn't it?captured by my brother . :)
their language really make us laugh . 
my brother enjoying the sunset . 
the sunset in bali . nice isn't it? 
i was being force to take .i know i was lacking of updates but here am i updating eversince i came back from bali .
i really miss bali lahh! i wanna go again . we cousins actually dun wanna go back to singapore coz it was really a short trip .it was rather rarely of us going to a trip together . many pictures were taken but i only display some. got a messaged saying that he was going . last week was the day . after i got the messaged i was really crying while i told elly about it . thinking about it, i just can't help it but thinking that he's going for a few months i will really miss hym a lot which i am now . i actually did not want to reply his messages but i just replied "alright . enjoy urself and take care". juz a simple message coz i really dunno what to reply. and right now i guess i've been thinking of hym too much which really make me miss hym. well, now i know working life is hard .and i'm gonna get my pay soon! i'm gonna spend on myself after this . as days are going nearer, results will be out soon . i'm scared . i tried not to think about it but i will just countdown the days although i dunno when it will be coming out . i will just hope for the best as i had really work hard for it . i juz hope that i will make it to poly and continue my studies . i hope that i could make my parents proud . i think this will be a short entry for me .i will update soon if i have anything new . and and, i might be going out wif my girlfriends tomorrow . i hope we can make it . and to elly thanks for always giving me your outmost support and advices .i 'm really glad you were always there whenever i am down .
Thursday, December 4, 2008
3:50 AM
went out wif this two monkeys for todae.the pantat's and the kentot's of the dae!:)
hahas..but they really make my dae la..
i will forget everything once i'm wif them.
had fun wif them esp wif both of them making faces and eventhough people were looking,we just dun care!
hahas..
as usual when i met hizan,i will usually tell the currents gossips and the problems that o'm facing.
it's the same for her also.
we can easily tell each other anything.
i sometimes would think again if we were still in secondary school.
i simply miss school!
i miss my class
i miss my teachers esp mdm soo's nagging and criticism.
i still remember all that.
i also miss ms liza's english lessons wif all the compo and comprehension that she would brush us before our O level.
and i especially miss mr gek's advices to us and having students who always escapes his maths remedial.
but he really know why we escapes.he's a great teacher!
and i truly miss my noisy and fun class of mine!
I miss 5A and i miss 4F'07.
i really wish time can turn back again.
and i truly miss hym veryyyyyyyyyyy muchhhhhhhhh!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
5:27 PM
It's been weeks since i update my blog as i was busy working.
Didn't even have time to switch on the comp after i had come home from work.
so here am i updating since todae is my off dae.
A lot of things had happened eventhough it had been a dew weeks that i did not update.
making new frens at my work place was fun.
everyone knew how "mad" i am now.
hahahas.but i enjoy every single moment wif them.
And through working i can forget my problems which had always been a burden to me.
got news that he'll be away which i can't say for how long coz i already promised.
at first i was quite okay wif it but when i got to know about other things,i was totally dissappointed, sad and a lot more of feelings was filling my heart.
No one knows except for my dearest elly , and safita .
i was totally speecless when you told me that.i simply can't accept it.
Only wif elly's advice came across my mind.
she told me that he's worth waiting but sometimes i think that he's not worth waiting in concideration that he will last long.
i know that i should not continue waiting which some of my frens advice me to,but i just can't let go easily.
it's not easy to let go of someone you love for years.you'll experience it and you'll know.
i was deluding myself for months that i told some of you all that he's no longer in my life,but some of them know that i can't easily let go as i already love hym too much.
straightening my thoughts yesterdae nite,i think elly is rite!he's worth waiting.and i'll take things slowly. you guys can say that i'm selfish but love is blind . girls can easily fall for someone who is married, in a relationship,engaged. we girls just dun bother about what others will say.as long as we will gain happiness and worth waiting for, we dun mind to sacrifice.anything can happen in the future.everything is destined by god.he can only predict for us on what will happen in the future.
and people i'll be leaving singapore to bali in a weeks time.
and i super can't wait for the trip wif my precious loved ones!
