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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 3:55 PM

Yes i'm back!i know i went truly MIA for i dunno how many months.People have been urging and bugging me to update my blog but the only reason that i gave was ''i will only update after my O's.So here am i updating as the BIG O is finally over .All the books, all the mugging,all the homeworks and projects are finally over.I'll will be free from books from now on!ahahas .I know i have been missing a lot of outings wif my darlinks!I'm so sorry people!But from now on i can easily go out wif you guys.Just give me a date and i will guarantee you guys that i will ba hanging out wif you guys arite?
A lot of things surely had happened during this past few months.Loved ones passed away,a lot of sicknes, family ties which had been broken had finally been rekindled.And i'm happy for that.AS for my grandma who had passed away for alomost five months,i still miss her a lot though.i wish she were just here to listen to my woes and although i would always quarrel with her,i still love her.and truly i miss her alot!if she were here and see me sobbing and feeling sad,she would always be there for me.Sometimes i feel that it is a dream that had happened that she had passed away.sometimes when i think back,i just can't accept reality that she is gone.
but i will think again and remind myself that she really is gone by my side.all i could do is to pray for her and i know that she is happy over there.
Feelings are back again i guess.Some would know wat i am talking about.
only my dearest elly know how i am feeling coz she's also in the same boat as me.rite galfy?:)
now like finally you know how it feels rite?and now finally there's someone to share the same feeling as me..
ahahas ..
i guess what elly said might be rite that i only told them that i really dun have the feeling for hym but i guess it had not been moving away.i admit that i still like as nowadays we had been studying as a group.i'm sorry boy,i just could not forget about you.i tried so hard but i just could not do it.although you're attached,i dunno why buy everytime you will always be on my mind.the feeling just won't go away. but i'll try not to stay contact wif you coz i dun wanna be accused of being a third party of your relationship.continue your relationship.and i sure bet that you don't know that i still like you rite?i dun mind.i dun wish for you to know either.i wish you would be happy wif her and happiness will always be wif you guys.
alrite.i'm stopping here.i'll post again some other days.and i will continue blogging like last time!