Those were the mom ents, love
Monday, November 19, 2007
9:37 PM
Am i such a bothersome who likes to meddle with other people's business?
i'm so sick of it lahh.whenever i'm helping someone,it turns out that the person is not happy wif me.even if you did not say so,i could sense it.you have been giving me the cold shoulder eversince it happened.
FINE!if you people have any problems or wat,just dun come to me!i've enough of it.I CAN'T TOLERATE DIS ANYMORE!Be it ur my close fren or a normal fren,i DUN CARE!
I"M SICK AND TIRED OF TOLERATING DIS KIND OF PROBLEM ALREADY!I JUST DUN WANT TO BE BOTHERED ANYMORE!DO ANYTHING YOU LIKE LAH!
i'm so sick of it lahh.whenever i'm helping someone,it turns out that the person is not happy wif me.even if you did not say so,i could sense it.you have been giving me the cold shoulder eversince it happened.
FINE!if you people have any problems or wat,just dun come to me!i've enough of it.I CAN'T TOLERATE DIS ANYMORE!Be it ur my close fren or a normal fren,i DUN CARE!
I"M SICK AND TIRED OF TOLERATING DIS KIND OF PROBLEM ALREADY!I JUST DUN WANT TO BE BOTHERED ANYMORE!DO ANYTHING YOU LIKE LAH!
Friday, November 16, 2007
7:43 PM
Sometimes i feel that we are more fortunate to have the people around us being concern.Be it our parents,friends or anyone around.Most people thinks that whenever they saw most couples nowadays in a relationship,they would be jealous or even envious of someone and they would think why would not they too are in a relationship?
Hmm,i'm sure most teenagers nowadays would want a relationship but they do not think of the consequences that would occur to them.Maybe they think that when the oppsote sex introduces their partner to the parents it will be better.But some parents will say" why are you in a relationship when you're still schooling"?But this is the modern era,parents need to understand that it's not like those old fashioned type when they use to be going to school to study and no romance.But when it comes to teenagers nowadays,they just don't bother what their parents are saying.
YES!maybe it's alrite if parents would know our relationship but there is sure to be some disadvantage when parents already knew our relationship.For example when they knew that there are some problems between the couple and the other party would like to breakup with the opposite sex and here comes the problem when parents object of them to breakup.The parents have to understand that although they object of them breaking up,can they bare to let the son or daughter to get married or engaged to the one that they don't love anymore?I'm sure all parents would not want this to happen to the kids rite?
Well,this is wat happen when parents know about ur relationship.
And i hope that after giving u advices to u and ur mum,i hope that ur mum should accept the fact that you and him could no longer be together and it also goes to the opposite sex and the family.Well,if he still loves you,i'm sure he would be happy when u're happy rite?
And i know elly u're gonna read this.For once and thet last time,you have to solve the problem and not running away.Its no use running away when you have not settle ur problem.Maybe now your mum would not accpt him but i'm sure as time goes by and after ur problem and him had ended,i'm sure ur mum will accept him no matter what.And also you have to convience ur mum that your old habit will not happen again and no more lies&creating amy story will happen again.You have to convience ur mum that it will not happen again and make her believe that you will repent.You may think that i will not forgive you of watever some stories you have created but for your information,i will forgive watever that you had told me coz i'm sure you will change and begin a new chapter rite?No matter what i will still be willing to listen to your problems in watever circumstances it may be.I just want you to settle this problem and not to run away from the problem again aites.I will have faith in you and will support you in watever decision you make aites GF?
things have beem well for meduring this holidays
but thinking of you seems to be no ending.
i've been thinking of giving you up
but i just can't give you up or either forget you.
Hmm,i'm sure most teenagers nowadays would want a relationship but they do not think of the consequences that would occur to them.Maybe they think that when the oppsote sex introduces their partner to the parents it will be better.But some parents will say" why are you in a relationship when you're still schooling"?But this is the modern era,parents need to understand that it's not like those old fashioned type when they use to be going to school to study and no romance.But when it comes to teenagers nowadays,they just don't bother what their parents are saying.
YES!maybe it's alrite if parents would know our relationship but there is sure to be some disadvantage when parents already knew our relationship.For example when they knew that there are some problems between the couple and the other party would like to breakup with the opposite sex and here comes the problem when parents object of them to breakup.The parents have to understand that although they object of them breaking up,can they bare to let the son or daughter to get married or engaged to the one that they don't love anymore?I'm sure all parents would not want this to happen to the kids rite?
Well,this is wat happen when parents know about ur relationship.
And i hope that after giving u advices to u and ur mum,i hope that ur mum should accept the fact that you and him could no longer be together and it also goes to the opposite sex and the family.Well,if he still loves you,i'm sure he would be happy when u're happy rite?
And i know elly u're gonna read this.For once and thet last time,you have to solve the problem and not running away.Its no use running away when you have not settle ur problem.Maybe now your mum would not accpt him but i'm sure as time goes by and after ur problem and him had ended,i'm sure ur mum will accept him no matter what.And also you have to convience ur mum that your old habit will not happen again and no more lies&creating amy story will happen again.You have to convience ur mum that it will not happen again and make her believe that you will repent.You may think that i will not forgive you of watever some stories you have created but for your information,i will forgive watever that you had told me coz i'm sure you will change and begin a new chapter rite?No matter what i will still be willing to listen to your problems in watever circumstances it may be.I just want you to settle this problem and not to run away from the problem again aites.I will have faith in you and will support you in watever decision you make aites GF?
things have beem well for meduring this holidays
but thinking of you seems to be no ending.
i've been thinking of giving you up
but i just can't give you up or either forget you.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
7:13 PM
And yes!
My Beloved Brother is finally home yesterdae..
hahas..
Finally he's home and thre goes the kecohness at home..
wif hym being around at home,things seems to be happening at home..
hahas..
Yesterdae was totally not my dae lah seyy..
my mood was alrite,but due to some reasons,suddenly i keep thinking of something which i'm avoiding nowadays...
he(someone which i will not mention and only certain pple will know)had ask me some question which i find it all of a sudden and i think it's too fast isn't it?i'm just not ready for anything..i didn't know you for long and suddenly you ask me this?OMG!i thought i would have someone to share my problems of wat i'm having but NO,it seems that you want us to go through a deeper relationship?that's a NO,NO to me..It's too fast!Even if i accepted you,my heart will not be wif you but wif someone else..so why bother if we are in the relationship?it would either hurt you and make me suffer everytime i'm talking to you?it's no use rite?i know u're not goin to read dis,but i hope that u will understand that i'm not ready to be in either a relationship wif you or anyone else..i know you will tell me that you demand a explanation of why i'm doin dis to you or either you say i'll be selfish to you but the fact is my heart is not open for any guys except hym..
maybe he have hurt me and i've already spend all the tears on aguy like hym,but as long as i'm satisfied wif wat i want and without hym knowing,i dun mind..
so i hope you will understand the decision i'm making is for my own happiness and my own future.Watever you say will not affect me in any way..
and to you my beloved one,
maybe i know how i am to you.
but i will still continue to wait even
if it was in the future.
My Beloved Brother is finally home yesterdae..
hahas..
Finally he's home and thre goes the kecohness at home..
wif hym being around at home,things seems to be happening at home..
hahas..
Yesterdae was totally not my dae lah seyy..
my mood was alrite,but due to some reasons,suddenly i keep thinking of something which i'm avoiding nowadays...
he(someone which i will not mention and only certain pple will know)had ask me some question which i find it all of a sudden and i think it's too fast isn't it?i'm just not ready for anything..i didn't know you for long and suddenly you ask me this?OMG!i thought i would have someone to share my problems of wat i'm having but NO,it seems that you want us to go through a deeper relationship?that's a NO,NO to me..It's too fast!Even if i accepted you,my heart will not be wif you but wif someone else..so why bother if we are in the relationship?it would either hurt you and make me suffer everytime i'm talking to you?it's no use rite?i know u're not goin to read dis,but i hope that u will understand that i'm not ready to be in either a relationship wif you or anyone else..i know you will tell me that you demand a explanation of why i'm doin dis to you or either you say i'll be selfish to you but the fact is my heart is not open for any guys except hym..
maybe he have hurt me and i've already spend all the tears on aguy like hym,but as long as i'm satisfied wif wat i want and without hym knowing,i dun mind..
so i hope you will understand the decision i'm making is for my own happiness and my own future.Watever you say will not affect me in any way..
and to you my beloved one,
maybe i know how i am to you.
but i will still continue to wait even
if it was in the future.
Friday, November 9, 2007
3:24 AM
HELLO PEOPLE!(:
YEAH!the dae that i've been waiting for is finally here..
coz todae went out wif my beloved besties+ELLY SURYANI!
todae woke up early coz as usual went for my morning jog which i had never mention in any of the entries..hahas..
then met ELLY under my block and off we went to j8 and took bus 88..
inside the bus,she told me all her problems and i told her some advices which i hope to be helpful to you ok gf?
yes!there was some parts that she cried but i dun mind and i told her that you could cry now but not anymore after this coz it's useless to cry for a guy who does not appreciate you and playing behind ur back..although i'm not sure if you still love hym,it is even not worth it to waste ur tears for a guy like hym..
and i know you got a whole list of problems which include ur parents esp ur mum but u have to get to the bottom of dis problem and not avoid it..i know that you do not know how to brought up the subject to ur mum,but she still have to know that dis concerns ur happiness and ur future..even if ur mum objects or the other side object that both of you should not broke,they still have to accept it..i know you won't want the both sides to be unhappy but u have to think about urself before you think about others.Maybe u're willing to sacrifice ur happiness and ur future but are you willing to marry a guy who always give you tears and unhappiness in the future?think about it..i'm sure ur mum would like to see you being happy wif the one you love and not to suffer over a guy that simply gives u tears rite?well,watever ur decision you make,i'm sure ur mum will slowly understand wat u're goin through..and no matter wat problem u're having dun keep it to urself..i'll always be willing to lend you my ear and give you some advices eventhough it dun worth much alrites..
back to the topic..arrive at j8 and waited for them..when everyone had arrived,we procceded to buy the tickets and we watched BEE MOVIE!
hahas..it's damn funny lah..the movie started around 1.50 and ended around 3.15..
den went to library coz we wanna borrow some books and seperated wif my two darlinks around 3.50..elly and i took 156 back home while she go and meet her ''ehem ehem''.reached home around 4.20..
hmm that's about it..and i hope ELLY SURYANI u will cheer up alrites?(:
and photos will be up soon elly suryani update her blog..
and all of a sudden i miss my brother who is at the forest serving his National Service:(
be back soon yeah bro!
i keep wondering as each dae passes,
when will we meet again?
i juz can't help but not to forget you eventhough how
hard i tried but you simply can't get out of my mind
YEAH!the dae that i've been waiting for is finally here..
coz todae went out wif my beloved besties+ELLY SURYANI!
todae woke up early coz as usual went for my morning jog which i had never mention in any of the entries..hahas..
then met ELLY under my block and off we went to j8 and took bus 88..
inside the bus,she told me all her problems and i told her some advices which i hope to be helpful to you ok gf?
yes!there was some parts that she cried but i dun mind and i told her that you could cry now but not anymore after this coz it's useless to cry for a guy who does not appreciate you and playing behind ur back..although i'm not sure if you still love hym,it is even not worth it to waste ur tears for a guy like hym..
and i know you got a whole list of problems which include ur parents esp ur mum but u have to get to the bottom of dis problem and not avoid it..i know that you do not know how to brought up the subject to ur mum,but she still have to know that dis concerns ur happiness and ur future..even if ur mum objects or the other side object that both of you should not broke,they still have to accept it..i know you won't want the both sides to be unhappy but u have to think about urself before you think about others.Maybe u're willing to sacrifice ur happiness and ur future but are you willing to marry a guy who always give you tears and unhappiness in the future?think about it..i'm sure ur mum would like to see you being happy wif the one you love and not to suffer over a guy that simply gives u tears rite?well,watever ur decision you make,i'm sure ur mum will slowly understand wat u're goin through..and no matter wat problem u're having dun keep it to urself..i'll always be willing to lend you my ear and give you some advices eventhough it dun worth much alrites..
back to the topic..arrive at j8 and waited for them..when everyone had arrived,we procceded to buy the tickets and we watched BEE MOVIE!
hahas..it's damn funny lah..the movie started around 1.50 and ended around 3.15..
den went to library coz we wanna borrow some books and seperated wif my two darlinks around 3.50..elly and i took 156 back home while she go and meet her ''ehem ehem''.reached home around 4.20..
hmm that's about it..and i hope ELLY SURYANI u will cheer up alrites?(:
and photos will be up soon elly suryani update her blog..
and all of a sudden i miss my brother who is at the forest serving his National Service:(
be back soon yeah bro!
i keep wondering as each dae passes,
when will we meet again?
i juz can't help but not to forget you eventhough how
hard i tried but you simply can't get out of my mind
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
11:21 PM
Woke up early in the morning for the intention of going jogging wif my brother but the morning weather was not that good as it seems that it was goning to rain so we didn't went..
stayed at home then told my brother if he wanted to play PS3 as my parents had gone to the market and buying our breakfast..
so he said to me to take a bath first then we can play thePS3..as usual he was the one who started playing first while i juz looked at hym playing while browsing through the papers..he played around 4 hours..then he stoped playing as my dad wanted to watch the tv and my brother wanted to take a nap..
so i together wif my parents watch the tv and after a while my parents wanted to take a nap..
so after that,i took the chance to play my own game which was the tony hawk's game..
played for around 2 hours plus as my dad wanted to watch the repeat of the scv 8 o'clock show..so after that did not wanted to play anymore coz i was on the phone wif my bestie..
after that switch on the com and when to my blog+my gf blog's..
reading her blog,i could sense that she's having a hard tyme handling all her problems..
never mind..tomorrow should be the dae that u will pour everything that u have kept for the past few days or should i sae weeks?
cheer up aites gf?
u will always have a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on whenever you need one aites..
i miss you so..
i really do..
listening to the instumental songs make my tears drop..
wondering how u were..
stayed at home then told my brother if he wanted to play PS3 as my parents had gone to the market and buying our breakfast..
so he said to me to take a bath first then we can play thePS3..as usual he was the one who started playing first while i juz looked at hym playing while browsing through the papers..he played around 4 hours..then he stoped playing as my dad wanted to watch the tv and my brother wanted to take a nap..
so i together wif my parents watch the tv and after a while my parents wanted to take a nap..
so after that,i took the chance to play my own game which was the tony hawk's game..
played for around 2 hours plus as my dad wanted to watch the repeat of the scv 8 o'clock show..so after that did not wanted to play anymore coz i was on the phone wif my bestie..
after that switch on the com and when to my blog+my gf blog's..
reading her blog,i could sense that she's having a hard tyme handling all her problems..
never mind..tomorrow should be the dae that u will pour everything that u have kept for the past few days or should i sae weeks?
cheer up aites gf?
u will always have a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on whenever you need one aites..
i miss you so..
i really do..
listening to the instumental songs make my tears drop..
wondering how u were..
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
10:41 PM
Although i was only in dis class for 2 years,
i had some sweet&bitter memories when i
was in dis class..
And i miss the atmosphere of dis class
whenever the teachers will be shouting at
the class but most of the teachers says
that we are the lovable class and wat ms
liza says ''ONE DIE,ALL DIE!"
YES!this are the people which i will be going to
the movies on friday plus ELLY SURYANI
if she could make it on that dae and i seriously
hope that you could..and they are being missed
by ME!
yes!i was the one who called you..
although i could only hear ur voice for a second
i was still contented..
i had some sweet&bitter memories when i
was in dis class..
And i miss the atmosphere of dis class
whenever the teachers will be shouting at
the class but most of the teachers says
that we are the lovable class and wat ms
liza says ''ONE DIE,ALL DIE!"
YES!this are the people which i will be going to
the movies on friday plus ELLY SURYANI
if she could make it on that dae and i seriously
hope that you could..and they are being missed
by ME!
yes!i was the one who called you..
although i could only hear ur voice for a second
i was still contented..
