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Those were the mom ents, love

Tuesday, October 2, 2007 12:24 AM

Actually i wanted to blog yesterdae..
but i juz do not have any mood..
haissh..
only some pple will know whyye..
Eversince i came back to skool yesterdae,my tears had beem flowing since then...
when i went home wif amira,she saw it but i juz deny..
then when my darlin call me,she spoke to amira first and then amira told her i was in tears...
but still i juz deny...
went back home with a happy face but my heart was crying inseide..
i pretended to be happy infront of my mum..
then my grandma did her nonsense again..
i was the one who tolerated her nonsense..
but somehow i juz can't help but to scream at her..
and i know she old,so i juz gave in..
then after buke,it was me again who was in the wrong juz because of wat my grandma did..
i juz felt it was so unfair..
why am i always the one at fault?
and to who it may concern,
it seems that i could feel that you already know..
and i can feel that you seems to avoid me..
if u were to ask me if i like you..i would say YES!
i do like you..it's not a sin rite to like someone..
i really can't take it no more when you treated me like that..
i know i'm not anything to you but if you treat me as ur fren pls dun act as if you dun know anything..
you think i dun know wat you and ur fren was saying...
I"M NOT STUPID LAH!i can see wif my eyes of how you reacts..
i juz can't help it but cry as much as i had never cried before..
and i dun ever cry for a guy before..
and you're the first and last guy i would cry..
I TRIED FORGETTING YOU!
BUT IT SEEMS THAT IT DOES NOT WORK!

YOU DO NOT RESPOND!
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING!
BUT MY HEART JUZ SAY CONTINUES WAITING
COZ MAYBE ONE DAE I'LL KNOW THAT YOU WILL TELL ME THE TRUTH
BUT IS IT TRUE THAT IF I CONTINUE WAITING,WILL MY PERSEVERANCE BE PAID OFF?
I'VE BEEN CRYING ALL NITE!
BUT WILL MY TEARS BE WORTH FOR YOU?