Those were the mom ents, love
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
7:01 PM
i just miss dis people lah!Finally!
Had just finished changing my blogskin..
blogger is making my blog in a mess!
with all those messes,i had not been in a mood to update my blog and to change my blogskin..
but never mind,it's ok rite now..
well, haven't been blooging this pass 3+ weeks maybe..
A lot of things had happened..
Graduation lah,No skool for us,hari raya wif frens+family&relatives bla, bla,bla...
hari raya dis year does not seems so enjoyable as the years used to be..
esp wif my relatives...
we used to go in a big group wif 4-5 cars but dis year it seems that everything had changed..
together wif my cousins which we used to be very,very closed...but somehow the only cousin that i'm closed wif is wif my last uncle's daughter+son..
i dunno wat's happening to our togetherness and the getting of close relationship wif my cousins...
how i wish it would be like the passed years which we use to have gatherings like going on a holiday toghether,slacking at each other houses,playing bowling+dinner together...
i just miss the fun we had..
hmm...how times flies and how people changes dis few years..
also have been going out wif my mum&my besties quite often nowadays but not that often coz they are having exams+skooling..
so juz have to wait for the holidays and we truly can enjoy ourselves to the max!
will be going out wif my two beloved mendaki girlfrends dis coming tueseday or monday and we're gonna watch movie!The game plan which will be out in 1st november..
hmm..
i'm excited!
and it's been a bloody long time since i saw my ELLY SURYANI which is always busy wif her jalan-raying i think almost everyday rite girlfren?
hahas..
but never mind,we're gonna catch-up on the lattest Gossips+jokes and laughters wif them..
but too bad i dun think faizah will be able to make it..
and putri the ''businesswoman'' wouldn't be able to go as she is busy wif her werk always..
i think we should make a gathering for our mendaki-mates as well rite people?
thats's about it!will be going jalan-raying wif my besties again on friday..
and stay-tuned for more pictures..
everyday i just think about you
i just miss you
and my feelings for you had fade eversince the dae that i loved you
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
12:24 AM
Actually i wanted to blog yesterdae..
but i juz do not have any mood..
haissh..
only some pple will know whyye..
Eversince i came back to skool yesterdae,my tears had beem flowing since then...
when i went home wif amira,she saw it but i juz deny..
then when my darlin call me,she spoke to amira first and then amira told her i was in tears...
but still i juz deny...
went back home with a happy face but my heart was crying inseide..
i pretended to be happy infront of my mum..
then my grandma did her nonsense again..
i was the one who tolerated her nonsense..
but somehow i juz can't help but to scream at her..
and i know she old,so i juz gave in..
then after buke,it was me again who was in the wrong juz because of wat my grandma did..
i juz felt it was so unfair..
why am i always the one at fault?
and to who it may concern,
it seems that i could feel that you already know..
and i can feel that you seems to avoid me..
if u were to ask me if i like you..i would say YES!
i do like you..it's not a sin rite to like someone..
i really can't take it no more when you treated me like that..
i know i'm not anything to you but if you treat me as ur fren pls dun act as if you dun know anything..
you think i dun know wat you and ur fren was saying...
I"M NOT STUPID LAH!i can see wif my eyes of how you reacts..
i juz can't help it but cry as much as i had never cried before..
and i dun ever cry for a guy before..
and you're the first and last guy i would cry..
I TRIED FORGETTING YOU!
BUT IT SEEMS THAT IT DOES NOT WORK!
YOU DO NOT RESPOND!
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING!
BUT MY HEART JUZ SAY CONTINUES WAITING
COZ MAYBE ONE DAE I'LL KNOW THAT YOU WILL TELL ME THE TRUTH
BUT IS IT TRUE THAT IF I CONTINUE WAITING,WILL MY PERSEVERANCE BE PAID OFF?
I'VE BEEN CRYING ALL NITE!
BUT WILL MY TEARS BE WORTH FOR YOU?
but i juz do not have any mood..
haissh..
only some pple will know whyye..
Eversince i came back to skool yesterdae,my tears had beem flowing since then...
when i went home wif amira,she saw it but i juz deny..
then when my darlin call me,she spoke to amira first and then amira told her i was in tears...
but still i juz deny...
went back home with a happy face but my heart was crying inseide..
i pretended to be happy infront of my mum..
then my grandma did her nonsense again..
i was the one who tolerated her nonsense..
but somehow i juz can't help but to scream at her..
and i know she old,so i juz gave in..
then after buke,it was me again who was in the wrong juz because of wat my grandma did..
i juz felt it was so unfair..
why am i always the one at fault?
and to who it may concern,
it seems that i could feel that you already know..
and i can feel that you seems to avoid me..
if u were to ask me if i like you..i would say YES!
i do like you..it's not a sin rite to like someone..
i really can't take it no more when you treated me like that..
i know i'm not anything to you but if you treat me as ur fren pls dun act as if you dun know anything..
you think i dun know wat you and ur fren was saying...
I"M NOT STUPID LAH!i can see wif my eyes of how you reacts..
i juz can't help it but cry as much as i had never cried before..
and i dun ever cry for a guy before..
and you're the first and last guy i would cry..
I TRIED FORGETTING YOU!
BUT IT SEEMS THAT IT DOES NOT WORK!
YOU DO NOT RESPOND!
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING!
BUT MY HEART JUZ SAY CONTINUES WAITING
COZ MAYBE ONE DAE I'LL KNOW THAT YOU WILL TELL ME THE TRUTH
BUT IS IT TRUE THAT IF I CONTINUE WAITING,WILL MY PERSEVERANCE BE PAID OFF?
I'VE BEEN CRYING ALL NITE!
BUT WILL MY TEARS BE WORTH FOR YOU?
