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Those were the mom ents, love

Thursday, August 23, 2007 6:20 AM

it had been 5 days only
and i had been able to give hym the love that he wished for...
i thought i could forget my crush but i juz could not..
somehow i felt that things had been going well between my crush and me..
and somehow i felt happy but not when i'm wif hym...
i seriously do not want to be in this relationship anymore
i juz dun wish to hurt hym or tell hym that i luv hym outside but actually i dun love him in the inside ..
i tried luving you but i juz could not love you wholeheartedly..
although i tried luving you,but i found out that my love for you was only like a friend love...
i juz do not want to continue like dis..
i have been avoiding ur calls eversince yesterdae+todae
i seriously want to break the news to you that i want you to let me go and tell you the truth that i actually dun have any love for you..
i accepted you because i wanted to know that if i could forget my crush but i could not REALLY!
i tried my best!
but do you know that i really tried my best!!!
yes!
you did wake me up by asking me to wake up from my dream and face the reality and yes i did it!
but i could not forget hym,and nowadays he's like hinting to me that he would like to start a conversation wif me,but somehow something stop us from talking to each other face to face...
and i really want to tell HAIKAL that i do not love hym but i do not know how to start the conversation or should i juz msged you that it will be better that we'll juz be frens?

i need advices
i need a listening ear!
who could it be?
i wanted to call my gf,elly and tell her
but i know that she's now struggling for her prelims
so i should not disturb her..
maybe i'll juz wait for saturdae and pour all my woes to her..
and to elly,i tried to love hym,but it did not work...
should i juz end it?