Those were the mom ents, love
Friday, August 24, 2007
3:48 AM
It's finally over!
i had been telling myself to hold on
but i could no longer hold on
and i decided to tell hym the truth...
i know maybe some of you would think that i'm cruel but i juz do not want to suffer anymore..
but the fact is i do not have any kind of feelings for hym...
it's also a very difficult decision for me to break the news to hym..
but somehow i did make up my mind and told hym..
and in my previous entry,i did sae that i tried loving hym...
and yes!
i tried loving hym but it could not happen...
it's not because of my crush...
but it's juz because that i felt that we dun have the feeling of a couple should have..
so i juz thought that we should end it..
i juz hope that u understand...
i juz hope that u'll find ur happiness and ur dream gerl..
i wish u all the best!
And yes!
tomorrow is saturdae!
and means that i'll be having mendaki!
and meeting my girlfrens!
yeah!
i so love and miss my girlfrens lah!
and i so hope that faizah will be hyper like she use to be!
and not be like last week!
I WANT THE HYPER-ACTIVE FAIZAH!((:
because of you i did that
coz i could not forget you at all..
my love will not fade away and
will continue to wait as now we are making
a progress..
i juz hope that we will know each other's feelings..
i had been telling myself to hold on
but i could no longer hold on
and i decided to tell hym the truth...
i know maybe some of you would think that i'm cruel but i juz do not want to suffer anymore..
but the fact is i do not have any kind of feelings for hym...
it's also a very difficult decision for me to break the news to hym..
but somehow i did make up my mind and told hym..
and in my previous entry,i did sae that i tried loving hym...
and yes!
i tried loving hym but it could not happen...
it's not because of my crush...
but it's juz because that i felt that we dun have the feeling of a couple should have..
so i juz thought that we should end it..
i juz hope that u understand...
i juz hope that u'll find ur happiness and ur dream gerl..
i wish u all the best!
And yes!
tomorrow is saturdae!
and means that i'll be having mendaki!
and meeting my girlfrens!
yeah!
i so love and miss my girlfrens lah!
and i so hope that faizah will be hyper like she use to be!
and not be like last week!
I WANT THE HYPER-ACTIVE FAIZAH!((:
because of you i did that
coz i could not forget you at all..
my love will not fade away and
will continue to wait as now we are making
a progress..
i juz hope that we will know each other's feelings..
Thursday, August 23, 2007
6:20 AM
it had been 5 days only
and i had been able to give hym the love that he wished for...
i thought i could forget my crush but i juz could not..
somehow i felt that things had been going well between my crush and me..
and somehow i felt happy but not when i'm wif hym...
i seriously do not want to be in this relationship anymore
i juz dun wish to hurt hym or tell hym that i luv hym outside but actually i dun love him in the inside ..
i tried luving you but i juz could not love you wholeheartedly..
although i tried luving you,but i found out that my love for you was only like a friend love...
i juz do not want to continue like dis..
i have been avoiding ur calls eversince yesterdae+todae
i seriously want to break the news to you that i want you to let me go and tell you the truth that i actually dun have any love for you..
i accepted you because i wanted to know that if i could forget my crush but i could not REALLY!
i tried my best!
but do you know that i really tried my best!!!
yes!
you did wake me up by asking me to wake up from my dream and face the reality and yes i did it!
but i could not forget hym,and nowadays he's like hinting to me that he would like to start a conversation wif me,but somehow something stop us from talking to each other face to face...
and i really want to tell HAIKAL that i do not love hym but i do not know how to start the conversation or should i juz msged you that it will be better that we'll juz be frens?
i need advices
i need a listening ear!
who could it be?
i wanted to call my gf,elly and tell her
but i know that she's now struggling for her prelims
so i should not disturb her..
maybe i'll juz wait for saturdae and pour all my woes to her..
and to elly,i tried to love hym,but it did not work...
should i juz end it?
and i had been able to give hym the love that he wished for...
i thought i could forget my crush but i juz could not..
somehow i felt that things had been going well between my crush and me..
and somehow i felt happy but not when i'm wif hym...
i seriously do not want to be in this relationship anymore
i juz dun wish to hurt hym or tell hym that i luv hym outside but actually i dun love him in the inside ..
i tried luving you but i juz could not love you wholeheartedly..
although i tried luving you,but i found out that my love for you was only like a friend love...
i juz do not want to continue like dis..
i have been avoiding ur calls eversince yesterdae+todae
i seriously want to break the news to you that i want you to let me go and tell you the truth that i actually dun have any love for you..
i accepted you because i wanted to know that if i could forget my crush but i could not REALLY!
i tried my best!
but do you know that i really tried my best!!!
yes!
you did wake me up by asking me to wake up from my dream and face the reality and yes i did it!
but i could not forget hym,and nowadays he's like hinting to me that he would like to start a conversation wif me,but somehow something stop us from talking to each other face to face...
and i really want to tell HAIKAL that i do not love hym but i do not know how to start the conversation or should i juz msged you that it will be better that we'll juz be frens?
i need advices
i need a listening ear!
who could it be?
i wanted to call my gf,elly and tell her
but i know that she's now struggling for her prelims
so i should not disturb her..
maybe i'll juz wait for saturdae and pour all my woes to her..
and to elly,i tried to love hym,but it did not work...
should i juz end it?
Monday, August 20, 2007
4:11 AM
haix...
yesterdae was our dae
19/807
i did not know if i made the rite decision?
but from wat elly said is rite,maybe i should try it out wif hym
maybe i'll gain happiness and forget hym
i dunno wat my feelings were like...
somehow i could not forget hym
whenever i saw hym,
i juz could not resist and i admit that i still like hym very muchh
maybe i do have a bit of feelings for the current one but not as strong as my love for hym
i'm juz confused wif my own feelings...
watever it is i hope i could forget you and carry on wif my blissful life with the current one i hope...
i hope to forget you
but can i?
how could i forget you when you're always on my mine?
yesterdae was our dae
19/807
i did not know if i made the rite decision?
but from wat elly said is rite,maybe i should try it out wif hym
maybe i'll gain happiness and forget hym
i dunno wat my feelings were like...
somehow i could not forget hym
whenever i saw hym,
i juz could not resist and i admit that i still like hym very muchh
maybe i do have a bit of feelings for the current one but not as strong as my love for hym
i'm juz confused wif my own feelings...
watever it is i hope i could forget you and carry on wif my blissful life with the current one i hope...
i hope to forget you
but can i?
how could i forget you when you're always on my mine?
Friday, August 17, 2007
10:48 PM
it' saturdae again..
as usual it was mendaki again..
and i juz loved my gfs more and more everydae
when we were having maths,somehow i did not have not any mood as i was thinking about wat had happened around 1 plus in the morning...
And suddenly my gf,was asking about my problem that i had updated at my last entry..
and so i told her the whole story and she listened very diligently and on the between of our conversation she did gave me a few advices and the steps on how i should tell hym...
After telling her about my problem,i felt very glad...
AND THANKS FOR ALL THOSE ADVICES ELLY!
AKU SAYANG AWAK ELLY!
then after our break was science..
and there goes our laughter wif putri around
whenever mr hafiiz was teaching,she was always caught talking wif us..
hahahas..
and after that she could still continue wif all her jokes..
hahas...
and we finish our science lesson quite early so after that we had our own time wif all the jokes and laughters..
hahahas..
i juz loved you guys lah!
and now i'm talking to haikal..
haix...
i juz told hym that i'm not ready for this relationship..
and he said that he'll wait?
maybe i'll tell you how i wish to know you better
will you accept how i feel?
i juz want the answer from you..
as usual it was mendaki again..
and i juz loved my gfs more and more everydae
when we were having maths,somehow i did not have not any mood as i was thinking about wat had happened around 1 plus in the morning...
And suddenly my gf,was asking about my problem that i had updated at my last entry..
and so i told her the whole story and she listened very diligently and on the between of our conversation she did gave me a few advices and the steps on how i should tell hym...
After telling her about my problem,i felt very glad...
AND THANKS FOR ALL THOSE ADVICES ELLY!
AKU SAYANG AWAK ELLY!
then after our break was science..
and there goes our laughter wif putri around
whenever mr hafiiz was teaching,she was always caught talking wif us..
hahahas..
and after that she could still continue wif all her jokes..
hahas...
and we finish our science lesson quite early so after that we had our own time wif all the jokes and laughters..
hahahas..
i juz loved you guys lah!
and now i'm talking to haikal..
haix...
i juz told hym that i'm not ready for this relationship..
and he said that he'll wait?
maybe i'll tell you how i wish to know you better
will you accept how i feel?
i juz want the answer from you..
Thursday, August 16, 2007
2:06 AM
Haissh..
skool todae was so sucky can!
i totally hate dis skool so muchh!
as the daes goes by,i'm beginning to HATE dis skool and the discipline have become more stricter and more lamer!
during FRC juz now she greeted us so as usual the sec4 and 5 wil surly keep quiet...
so there was dis group of sec 3s who was making fun of the greeting and dragging the gretting..
hahahas..
but juz because of that,the VP told mr neo to get the cane prepared...
WTH!
juz because of a small thing and the matter became a big issue!
WTH!
it does not make any sense at all..
sometimes i think that it's so unreasonable lah!
we greet also wrong..
we never greet also wrong!
AIYOH!
so dis three guys got caned and i should not mention who they are..
and now most of the students are making this issue the hottest topic!
haix..
and i juz got to know that my brother also got caned when he was in secondary 4 and it was not his fault too and he got the caning from his discipline master and although it was not in public,somehow the did not inform my parents that he was gonna caned my brother!all my brother did was looking at his frens playing cards!
WTH!
SO unfair leh!
and the guys who got caned in my skool,their parents was not even told upon hand that the discipline commitee is gonna caned them..
how unreasonable can skool's in singapore be???!
i juz miss you!
must i make the first move so that u could continue?
i really3 hope that u will know it!
but when is it?
i seriously want you to be mine!
and my love will not fade even for a second!
i love you!
skool todae was so sucky can!
i totally hate dis skool so muchh!
as the daes goes by,i'm beginning to HATE dis skool and the discipline have become more stricter and more lamer!
during FRC juz now she greeted us so as usual the sec4 and 5 wil surly keep quiet...
so there was dis group of sec 3s who was making fun of the greeting and dragging the gretting..
hahahas..
but juz because of that,the VP told mr neo to get the cane prepared...
WTH!
juz because of a small thing and the matter became a big issue!
WTH!
it does not make any sense at all..
sometimes i think that it's so unreasonable lah!
we greet also wrong..
we never greet also wrong!
AIYOH!
so dis three guys got caned and i should not mention who they are..
and now most of the students are making this issue the hottest topic!
haix..
and i juz got to know that my brother also got caned when he was in secondary 4 and it was not his fault too and he got the caning from his discipline master and although it was not in public,somehow the did not inform my parents that he was gonna caned my brother!all my brother did was looking at his frens playing cards!
WTH!
SO unfair leh!
and the guys who got caned in my skool,their parents was not even told upon hand that the discipline commitee is gonna caned them..
how unreasonable can skool's in singapore be???!
i juz miss you!
must i make the first move so that u could continue?
i really3 hope that u will know it!
but when is it?
i seriously want you to be mine!
and my love will not fade even for a second!
i love you!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
2:34 AM
my cute little nieceSkool was alrite juz now...
first thing in the morning we had english...
and out of apology,ms liza gave jasline two bars of the chocolate toblerone
hahahas...
and she told us if we wanna get those chocolates,we muct let her pinch us and we must cry..
hahahahas..
wat a joke!
anyway she was juz kidding...
then during assembly,we need not go to the hall as we need to do abouth the NE thingy so we went to comp lab 1 to do that quiz...
after that,we were released earlier than the skool as we had finished doing the quiz..
so after skool went to look for ms liza and ask her if we are having english remedial..
actually we're supposed to have,but she said she'll go to the class at 2.30 and see if there's anyone in class..
if there's no one,we'll do the mock test on friday..
hahas..
so not long after that jing called and ask me if there's any remedial...
so i said no and she also told me that most of the class had went hm...
so the whole class went off...
hahahas..
this is wat we called "one die all die"
hahahas..
then i, hizan& nana were waiting for amira to finish all her things..
as i was so bored i juz listened to her songs and flip through the teenage pages..
i saw the horoscope page..
i read the horoscope about the month of his birthdae..
after reading it,i somehow felt down..
i felt that as if i would tell hym about my feelings towards hym,i think his reactions will be shocked?or wat?
i'm not sure...
although u pple can say i'm supersticious...
but i juz can't help but feel that wae..
when i was listening to dis malay song,somehow my tears flowed down slowly...
nana asked me but i juz denied..
somehow,i juz wanna know how he felt about me?
yes!
i want hym to be happy,but am i the one who always have to suffer because of you?
haix..
i really am feeling down and i never have this kind of feeling of someone i love before..
i juz hope that the next dae will be another happiness but not sadness((:
i juz want some love and concern from you
am i always the one that have to make the first move?
why not you?
i've been waiting for that dae..
but will it come true?
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
1:03 AM
Todae skool was great!
Had a talk by the student care centre or somethin like that..
hahas..
den had mother tongue after which was chemistry and i noticed that whenever it was chemistry lesson,mrs ang will always be frustrated wif our class as most of us are not paying attention to her lesson but soon the noise subsided and it was back to normal lesson..
after that had CME but it will be changed to POA as it will be mdm soo's lesson so she changed it..
haix..
after recess was english for 2 periods and we had to finish the cloze passage for every year..
hmmm..
managed to finish all,and suddenly something funny happened...
MS LIZA PINCHED JASLINE!
hahahahas
and we called it STUDENT ABUSED!
hahahas...
actually it was not jasline's fault but danwei..
hahahas...
after pinching jasline,she suddenly broke into tears..
haix..
coz ms liza's pinching was so painful that she could not bare wif the pain..
haix..
and ms liza was so shocked that jasline broke into tears..
hahahahas..
den she quickly coaxed her and told her not to cry and stuffs..
hahahas..
from her crying,jasline then turn into laughter...
hahahas...
we were all laughing so wholeheartedly until we could cry...
hahahas..
den we had maths lesson..
ok lah not that bad..
after skool when to comp lab 3 to have our POA mock exam..
was kinda orites lah..
except the last question which most of us could not do...
haix..
nvr mind lah..
tml after english remedial will be having poa mock exam again but paper2 dis time round..
home swit home 4
i miss you
how long must i presevere for you?
can you tell me one dae?
but no matter wat i love you lots!
Had a talk by the student care centre or somethin like that..
hahas..
den had mother tongue after which was chemistry and i noticed that whenever it was chemistry lesson,mrs ang will always be frustrated wif our class as most of us are not paying attention to her lesson but soon the noise subsided and it was back to normal lesson..
after that had CME but it will be changed to POA as it will be mdm soo's lesson so she changed it..
haix..
after recess was english for 2 periods and we had to finish the cloze passage for every year..
hmmm..
managed to finish all,and suddenly something funny happened...
MS LIZA PINCHED JASLINE!
hahahahas
and we called it STUDENT ABUSED!
hahahas...
actually it was not jasline's fault but danwei..
hahahas...
after pinching jasline,she suddenly broke into tears..
haix..
coz ms liza's pinching was so painful that she could not bare wif the pain..
haix..
and ms liza was so shocked that jasline broke into tears..
hahahahas..
den she quickly coaxed her and told her not to cry and stuffs..
hahahas..
from her crying,jasline then turn into laughter...
hahahas...
we were all laughing so wholeheartedly until we could cry...
hahahas..
den we had maths lesson..
ok lah not that bad..
after skool when to comp lab 3 to have our POA mock exam..
was kinda orites lah..
except the last question which most of us could not do...
haix..
nvr mind lah..
tml after english remedial will be having poa mock exam again but paper2 dis time round..
home swit home 4
i miss you
how long must i presevere for you?
can you tell me one dae?
but no matter wat i love you lots!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
4:53 AM
Had not been blogging for the past one week..
somehow i did not had any mood to blog and i was truly lazy to blog..
hehes..
for this one week i had been having some confused thinking...
somehow i juz could not stand how you treated me and as if i was invisible to you..
but i did not bother coz my love for you was really,really,really deep...
somehow i juz could not resist on teeling you how i felt about you..
but thinking back again,i still have my dignity as a gerl of not confessing my love to you..
although i had to suffer,but seeing you being truly happy,i'm happy too..
i juz want to watch you from afar will be a great day for me....
i remembered that you did not came to skool,and i was feeling truly restless...
even my sehati sejiwe girlfren notice that i was feeling rather different that dae..
all because you did not came to skool..
but i juz presevere as i knew that you would be coming to skool the next dae..
haix...
only my sehati sejiwe gerlfren,naNa and my partner in class knew how i truly felt...
they juz gave me the support asking me to presevere and wait for you..
haix...
enough of all my sadness about you..
well had mendaki as usual
and together wif my gerlfrens,todae was menguap-ing day for us as we were really very sleepy todae in class..
but although we are sleepy,somehow todae we were paying attention in class..
hahahas..
we did our maths and science subject and we finish lesson early and we did have free time on our own and also we did talk to the teahers todae too..
hehes..
after mendaki,went hm and my parents were not hm yet...
so i was left all alone at home..
after they came back,my dad sent my mum to the mosque and my brother and i followed her..
after that went to sent my grandma to geylang and off we went to compass point as my brother wanted to treat us to burger king as it was hos pay day!
hahahas..
and all the meal he ordered was upsizeD!
hahas..
so after that took my mother home and home at 4.30..
rite now i'm feeling so sick!
had my flu and sore throat!
argh!
i truly hate dis sickness!
somehow i did not had any mood to blog and i was truly lazy to blog..
hehes..
for this one week i had been having some confused thinking...
somehow i juz could not stand how you treated me and as if i was invisible to you..
but i did not bother coz my love for you was really,really,really deep...
somehow i juz could not resist on teeling you how i felt about you..
but thinking back again,i still have my dignity as a gerl of not confessing my love to you..
although i had to suffer,but seeing you being truly happy,i'm happy too..
i juz want to watch you from afar will be a great day for me....
i remembered that you did not came to skool,and i was feeling truly restless...
even my sehati sejiwe girlfren notice that i was feeling rather different that dae..
all because you did not came to skool..
but i juz presevere as i knew that you would be coming to skool the next dae..
haix...
only my sehati sejiwe gerlfren,naNa and my partner in class knew how i truly felt...
they juz gave me the support asking me to presevere and wait for you..
haix...
enough of all my sadness about you..
well had mendaki as usual
and together wif my gerlfrens,todae was menguap-ing day for us as we were really very sleepy todae in class..
but although we are sleepy,somehow todae we were paying attention in class..
hahahas..
we did our maths and science subject and we finish lesson early and we did have free time on our own and also we did talk to the teahers todae too..
hehes..
after mendaki,went hm and my parents were not hm yet...
so i was left all alone at home..
after they came back,my dad sent my mum to the mosque and my brother and i followed her..
after that went to sent my grandma to geylang and off we went to compass point as my brother wanted to treat us to burger king as it was hos pay day!
hahahas..
and all the meal he ordered was upsizeD!
hahas..
so after that took my mother home and home at 4.30..
rite now i'm feeling so sick!
had my flu and sore throat!
argh!
i truly hate dis sickness!
will you know how i feel?
i want you to know
sometimes i'm sick of waiting
but i juz presevered for you...
Saturday, August 4, 2007
5:40 AM
As usual my saturdaes will always
be the dae that i will be looking forward to..
coz i'll be meeting my mendaki girlfriends!
yeah!((:
i and amalina was always late when it comes to meeting them..
at first when i arrived i thought Elly was alrites..
but had i known that she was crying..
i thought that she was angry that i came late,but when we entered the class she was still crying so i asked her if she was angry wif me when i came late..
but she shaked her head...
so me,faizah&amalina juz let her cry...
and we came to knew that she had a quarrel wif her BF!
haix...
CHEER UP GERL!
u have done so many big sacrifices for hym yet he did not bothered about you..
it's useless crying over a guy like hym!
but after all the storytelling she tould us during break but after our break,we had seen the E lly that we knew!
she was all SUPER HYPER and ACTIVE all of a sudden...
hahahaha...
glad that she's really ok!
and i was being bullied by MR HAFIIZ!
ARGH!
he was so mean!
when i was happily reading my book he suddenly said
my conversation with MR HAFIIZ:
teacher:farah stand up and stand in the centre
me:(i stood up) and said that for wat stand???
teacher:juz stand and sing the national anthem
me:(i was like???)national anthem?WTH?NO!(i went back to my place..
teacher:juz stand in the centre and moved 10 steps forward
me:(followed his instructions and moved)
teacher:ke kanan pusing(turn to the right)
me:i was sooo GUNDU! and i followed his instructions!
teacher:take the whiteboard duster and erase the whiteboard..
me:ARGH!WTH!i was so bloody stuned that he ask me to do tat!
how mean can you be MR HAFIIZ???
HMPH!
it's ok...i tolerate his nonsense!
after mendaki when back hm had my early lunch and when to do my english TYS..
how hardworking am i?
hehehe...
studied from 1-3...
was sleepy then took a short nap
then my dad went into my room and ask me to changed coz we're going to visit my cousin who had juz given birth...
arrive there around 4
and my beloved niece was there!
ELLIA MAISARAH!
OH!how i miss her!
she was so cute!
but when we came she was juz so quiet...
played wif her and she was used to me and my brother and my mum but when my dad carried her she started crying as my dad's face was so terrifying to her..:)
hahaha..
she was so cute when she cried..
stayed there around 3 hours
and home swit home at 8.30
hehehe...
a long post rite?
hehehehe..
to my dearest girlfren elly,cheer up gerl!
dun think to muchh..
ur mendaki girlfrens will always be willing to lend you our shoulder orites!
31 more days to N level!
missing you dae by dae
wish you would be by my side
but i'm happy that we are progressing well!
juz hope that one dae you will know
how i feel about you!
be the dae that i will be looking forward to..
coz i'll be meeting my mendaki girlfriends!
yeah!((:
i and amalina was always late when it comes to meeting them..
at first when i arrived i thought Elly was alrites..
but had i known that she was crying..
i thought that she was angry that i came late,but when we entered the class she was still crying so i asked her if she was angry wif me when i came late..
but she shaked her head...
so me,faizah&amalina juz let her cry...
and we came to knew that she had a quarrel wif her BF!
haix...
CHEER UP GERL!
u have done so many big sacrifices for hym yet he did not bothered about you..
it's useless crying over a guy like hym!
but after all the storytelling she tould us during break but after our break,we had seen the E lly that we knew!
she was all SUPER HYPER and ACTIVE all of a sudden...
hahahaha...
glad that she's really ok!
and i was being bullied by MR HAFIIZ!
ARGH!
he was so mean!
when i was happily reading my book he suddenly said
my conversation with MR HAFIIZ:
teacher:farah stand up and stand in the centre
me:(i stood up) and said that for wat stand???
teacher:juz stand and sing the national anthem
me:(i was like???)national anthem?WTH?NO!(i went back to my place..
teacher:juz stand in the centre and moved 10 steps forward
me:(followed his instructions and moved)
teacher:ke kanan pusing(turn to the right)
me:i was sooo GUNDU! and i followed his instructions!
teacher:take the whiteboard duster and erase the whiteboard..
me:ARGH!WTH!i was so bloody stuned that he ask me to do tat!
how mean can you be MR HAFIIZ???
HMPH!
it's ok...i tolerate his nonsense!
after mendaki when back hm had my early lunch and when to do my english TYS..
how hardworking am i?
hehehe...
studied from 1-3...
was sleepy then took a short nap
then my dad went into my room and ask me to changed coz we're going to visit my cousin who had juz given birth...
arrive there around 4
and my beloved niece was there!
ELLIA MAISARAH!
OH!how i miss her!
she was so cute!
but when we came she was juz so quiet...
played wif her and she was used to me and my brother and my mum but when my dad carried her she started crying as my dad's face was so terrifying to her..:)
hahaha..
she was so cute when she cried..
stayed there around 3 hours
and home swit home at 8.30
hehehe...
a long post rite?
hehehehe..
to my dearest girlfren elly,cheer up gerl!
dun think to muchh..
ur mendaki girlfrens will always be willing to lend you our shoulder orites!
31 more days to N level!
missing you dae by dae
wish you would be by my side
but i'm happy that we are progressing well!
juz hope that one dae you will know
how i feel about you!
Thursday, August 2, 2007
4:46 AM
It will be a long post for me..
have not been blogging lately..
haix...
got back our prelim 2 results..
and i failed my combined humanities which i thought i could seriously passed!
HMPH!
i juz want to pass combined humanities!
And we also got back our english papers..
and wat ms liza said it's true..
coz at first she said that she salute our class team spirit as ONE DIE ALL DIE!
hehehe..
at first we thought no one passed but the final result wat xin and danwei managed to pass by a few marks..
hahaha..
and for the first time i failed my ENGLISH PAPER 2!
never had i failed so badly before!
but with the combined marks of our oral&paper1 i juz managed to pass by a few marks!
and i'm not happy with the result i'm getting!
haix...
day by day i'm thinking...
how am i gonna get to sec 5 with dis kind of result i'm getting for prelim 2?
haix..
got to work doubly hard for my N LEVEL which is in a month away!
i've got to mugged real hard for this!
haix..
and recently i asked hym how was his result?
he too did badly for maths and poa..
cheer up boi!
i know u could make it to sec 5!
but for me?
i'm not sure if i could do it..
and i just can't wait for saturdae!
meeting my mendaki girlfrens again!
WOHOO!!!
and yeah!
my cousin had already produced both her son and daughter!
after a long wait...
CONGRATULATIONS MY DEAR COUSIN!
and both are twins!
but they a born in the different dae!
it's such a history that twins are born in a differnet daes!
but it's only 2 days differents:)
i juz love my nephew and niece!
pictures will be up soon!
so stay tuned!((:
till here then..
gonna start mugging hard for my N LEVEL!
i just felt happy when he's concern
seems that it's getting real well
i really luv u boi!
will u ever knew?
have not been blogging lately..
haix...
got back our prelim 2 results..
and i failed my combined humanities which i thought i could seriously passed!
HMPH!
i juz want to pass combined humanities!
And we also got back our english papers..
and wat ms liza said it's true..
coz at first she said that she salute our class team spirit as ONE DIE ALL DIE!
hehehe..
at first we thought no one passed but the final result wat xin and danwei managed to pass by a few marks..
hahaha..
and for the first time i failed my ENGLISH PAPER 2!
never had i failed so badly before!
but with the combined marks of our oral&paper1 i juz managed to pass by a few marks!
and i'm not happy with the result i'm getting!
haix...
day by day i'm thinking...
how am i gonna get to sec 5 with dis kind of result i'm getting for prelim 2?
haix..
got to work doubly hard for my N LEVEL which is in a month away!
i've got to mugged real hard for this!
haix..
and recently i asked hym how was his result?
he too did badly for maths and poa..
cheer up boi!
i know u could make it to sec 5!
but for me?
i'm not sure if i could do it..
and i just can't wait for saturdae!
meeting my mendaki girlfrens again!
WOHOO!!!
and yeah!
my cousin had already produced both her son and daughter!
after a long wait...
CONGRATULATIONS MY DEAR COUSIN!
and both are twins!
but they a born in the different dae!
it's such a history that twins are born in a differnet daes!
but it's only 2 days differents:)
i juz love my nephew and niece!
pictures will be up soon!
so stay tuned!((:
till here then..
gonna start mugging hard for my N LEVEL!
i just felt happy when he's concern
seems that it's getting real well
i really luv u boi!
will u ever knew?
